I have to live first with myself and so I want to be fit for myself.

I want to always be able to look myself straight in the eye.

I don’t want to stand with the setting sun & hate myself for the things I have done.

I want to go with my head straight. I want to deserve the  respect of all men. But here in the struggle for my Christian faith and fame (social acceptance), I  want to be able to like myself.

I don’t want to look at myself and know that I am a bluster & bluff or an empty show. I never can fool myself and so whatsoever happens, I want to be self-respecting and conscience free.